One of the Greatest Performance of my Life!!!

I did it again...Mapfre Insular holds its 2008 Sales Kick-off @ Cafe Laguna last January 31. Its again one of the greatest performance of my life as I hosted the said event and I'm in tandem with Davao Mgr. Jed Lopez. I just could not believe it as I was full of energy asking my fellow Cebu Falcons to shout & yell... Ahroo! Ahroo! Ahroo! Actually I have the fear that maybe I'll be left behind as Sir Jed has been very excellent on stage ever since. But it's just so surprising that I was very comfortable talking to him and to everyone. As if hindi galing sa operasyon... But the next day, my neck just hurt and decided to take half day leave.

Per comments, it was the BEST Kick-off ever attended by our agents. It just feels good receiving good compliments from them. More importantly, I feel happy as all my bosing from Head office from EC3, ALR, MND,GKT, BAP, our director Sir Butch & my partner Piolo este Sir Jed congratulate me for a job well down. (Nakakataba nang Puso!!!)

Above all, I congratulate Cebu Falcons for being 2007 All Star Branch of the Year! The effort has been paid. The struggle has been recognized. Another challenge for 2008!!!

Ahroo! Ahroo! & More Power to Cebu Branch...

More Power to Mapfre Insular...

HELLO 2008!

I missed writing in here. Actually, there have been a lot of things that transpired even from the start of the year. I enjoyed my New Year's Eve with my family. Of course, my year starts with a prayer with the whole family. I just thanked God that my 2007 was great and I'm expecting my year of the RAT will even be greater. I just hope this is my year.

Second, I was operated. Yes! I had my thyroid gland checked up & decided to have it operated. They call it "Adams Apple". So I'm now a full pledge lady. Of course, it feels good. I'm now on the stage of recovery. I'm back to work after five days of confinement in the hospital and one week of rest at home. It feels good & I'm now confident. But my problem is this will leave a scar in my neck, though my dokie said it will just get even with my neck line. Siguro, laser from Dra. Vicky Belo will do in the next few months... hehehehehe!

Third, I'm now starting to pack my things from claims as I enter another opportunity (transferred to Sales Dept.) I don't know if others call it opportunity but for me it is. It's a CHANCE for me to prove what else I can make this year. I wanna try how it feels talking in front to my people (though have tried it when I hosted 2006 Mapfre La Visita) This time another break... I don't want to leave my claims department. All for one, One for all kasi kami. But I have to do this as a step to know what I really wanted to do in the next few years. I'm looking up at one of the top executives in the country someday. Who knows!!! But I just cross my fingers that God will grant the desire of my hearts. He already knows it and have initially granted some.

Till next update...

HELLOW!!!

I'm back... I miss writing down in here. Very busy indeed. But the same old me. No more, no less!!! hehehehe. Something new? nothing really, perhaps planning to have a new hair, or having a make-over. Can afford!!! I just want to treat myself. That's all...

I thank you....

Love you, YGHATS!!!

I had a time to glance our pictures of last night’s event. It was our farewell party since Ate Hazel is now moving to U.S for work and I guess for good. I just hope not! That was the first time of going out again with my old friends or shall I say my friends forever, the Yghats!!!

They are still the same. They laugh & shout as long as they want. I’m missed those things. I miss them very much. The smile of Mikay with Kuya Rommel. The boisterous voice of Tintin with her puppy at the side, Kid! Si Dokie, Carma and pepper. I also miss Nadina our ever pretty soup. (She was not present last night) The two Sheilas (wala-wala) were not there also. They really miss the fun! Si Grasya and EM ambot asa gibutang… Of course who would not remember Mama Do’.

We may move on with our own lives or shall I say I may not know what’s new in them but the fact of being friends will surely remain. I have my sets of friends. Some were plastika but no one can rate the Yghats. They are really the best… We maybe noisy, noisy and noisy but we share even the non-sense things on earth. I’m happy having them around.

“Rich & Famous”, they call me rich and famous… hehehhehehehehehhe. I’m happy seeing them again. How I wish I could spend more time with them. Soon… In God’s time, in God’s perfect time.

Love you, Yghats!!!

...pissed off...

... this is the worst week i ever had. A lot of pending and deadlines. GRABE!!! I was really tired to death. I had my OT yesterday. I really had no choice. I have to wake up early, set myself ready to work. I drop by a salon to have my nails cleaned. Of course, i just love my feet because its nice to have it colored.
... I arrived in the office with almost all papers and documents in my area. This is another tough day. But i had first thing first. Its about 12 and I'm almost hungry. Good that we have again free lunch with lechon manok and ngohiong. I finished first and i have to go back to work. Then I was surprised that everybody in the conference room were getting noisy. As i carry my mug to get some water, i was surprised to see some of my photos from my friendster account on the white board using a projector. What the hell are they doing? I saw our messenger operating the PC and from there I'm about to burst into anger. I could not help but ask for respect and banged the door. Yes, they can view me in my friendster account but not that they will viewed me on a big screen and everybody were watching. I felt embarrassed as some were giving side comments. I really hate it. I'm about to cry in my area, I don't care if they see the real Magee, I just don't like it.

...I'm a very private person. I'm not comfortable sharing my experiences to other people. Not even to my family. I'd rather keep it to myself rather than tell the whole world what's happening on me. My problems?- I just keep it. I had some crying time at night then go on the following day as if nothings happens. It's me! I don't like to share my first and past relationship to other people. I don't even want other people mention his name. Past is past and I'm pretty happy. I have let go of those things but I'm not saying I'm ready to have a new one. I don't even share it to my parents that once in my life, I was into a relationship. I'd rather keep my feelings, my problems, my burdens. I'm satisfy to be that way. I remember my old friend says " If you don't want to share, then no one will know your feelings, no one will be there to cry with you, then no one will help you carry the burden, You have to carry it by yourself." Maybe she's true.I'm still happy. Perhaps it's better this way so that other people will not worry about me. The good thing there is- it help me become mature enough and strong enough to face the storms in my life. Even stronger enough to carry my burdens alone.!!!!

...time will come

... I had my holy hour last night. I call it “Holy Hour” because at least for one hour of my time I could spend it to my God, my best friend. It was raining so hard that I was even tempted to go to sleep but the pouring of the rain just made me relax and be with him.

…There are a lot of things that cross my mind- family, work, friends, my dreams, career and of course myself. I was really asking myself, what I want in this world. I wasn’t able to answer it however, one word just made me satisfy. HAPPY! I just want to be happy with my life. I want my family to be happy. I want to be happy with the kind of path I may take.

… I am already ready this day would be very busy, how much more on the next few days, as our adjusters will be visiting GSIS areas plus the fact that I’ll be alone again here in my area. I’m afraid I can’t make it. I don’t want to turn down Sir Neil’s expectation. Not now that he’ll be handling two branches. I have already plans for our department. And I guess, my adjusters know that already. I just hope and pray, the three of us can do and perform our respective tasks.

…My morning was not that good. High-blood again. I really dunno, there are instances when I can’t keep my mouth shut. That I keep on telling words not pleasant to other people. Am I that bad? I just hate seeing someone doing nothing. I hate someone just so relax while I’m so busy. Is that being fair? All my life, I have extended an extra mile to my work. That is the thing, I’ve been telling to Leo & Omar. They may see me get mad and frown; but they can comment and rate me on how I work. Perhaps, life is just too bad for me. That I have too much work and they both has lesser than I do. It’s just like that. Time will come I will no longer complain. Time will come; I will keep my mouth shut. Time will come, I gonna have peace of mind. TIME WILL COME!

I'm confused

… I was really sick last night, perhaps because of the heavy rain yesterday. Instead of going to Ayala, I decided to go home and take a rest. It’s around 8pm when I’m in bed already. I feel relax until I felt a sleep.

… 12:45 AM, I was awake because I felt my pillows were falling down and after picking up my favorite pillow, I could not anymore go back to sleep. Things were bugging up me. So I decided to make a random list on what to do the following day. In as much, as I want to get rid of my work, but I could not. It’s as if my work is killing me everyday. My sister has been telling me if I’m tired then get up and pack my things. There are a lot of opportunities out there. If I’m not happy then find a space that will make me happy.

… Perhaps she’s true! If I was effective with my work, then I could also be as effective with other field. I remember one week I go, I just spoke with my boss. He has been asking me what my plans are. He knows that I’ll not be staying longer in the company. I could not tell him my plans since I was not yet sure of it. I just told him; perhaps I can still manage working alone since my counter part is resigning. Honestly, I’m not sure with my answer. I could see in his eyes that he has a lot of expectations on me. I don’t want to go and leave the branch hanging.

… I wake up this morning and I could feel that it’s really cold outside. I feel like not going to work. But I really have to. So I get myself ready for work with no idea what will happen this day in the office. I just cross my fingers that everything will fall on its proper place.