...time will come

... I had my holy hour last night. I call it “Holy Hour” because at least for one hour of my time I could spend it to my God, my best friend. It was raining so hard that I was even tempted to go to sleep but the pouring of the rain just made me relax and be with him.

…There are a lot of things that cross my mind- family, work, friends, my dreams, career and of course myself. I was really asking myself, what I want in this world. I wasn’t able to answer it however, one word just made me satisfy. HAPPY! I just want to be happy with my life. I want my family to be happy. I want to be happy with the kind of path I may take.

… I am already ready this day would be very busy, how much more on the next few days, as our adjusters will be visiting GSIS areas plus the fact that I’ll be alone again here in my area. I’m afraid I can’t make it. I don’t want to turn down Sir Neil’s expectation. Not now that he’ll be handling two branches. I have already plans for our department. And I guess, my adjusters know that already. I just hope and pray, the three of us can do and perform our respective tasks.

…My morning was not that good. High-blood again. I really dunno, there are instances when I can’t keep my mouth shut. That I keep on telling words not pleasant to other people. Am I that bad? I just hate seeing someone doing nothing. I hate someone just so relax while I’m so busy. Is that being fair? All my life, I have extended an extra mile to my work. That is the thing, I’ve been telling to Leo & Omar. They may see me get mad and frown; but they can comment and rate me on how I work. Perhaps, life is just too bad for me. That I have too much work and they both has lesser than I do. It’s just like that. Time will come I will no longer complain. Time will come; I will keep my mouth shut. Time will come, I gonna have peace of mind. TIME WILL COME!