Thursday, September 20, 2007

HELLOW!!!

I'm back... I miss writing down in here. Very busy indeed. But the same old me. No more, no less!!! hehehehe. Something new? nothing really, perhaps planning to have a new hair, or having a make-over. Can afford!!! I just want to treat myself. That's all...

I thank you....

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Love you, YGHATS!!!

I had a time to glance our pictures of last night’s event. It was our farewell party since Ate Hazel is now moving to U.S for work and I guess for good. I just hope not! That was the first time of going out again with my old friends or shall I say my friends forever, the Yghats!!!

They are still the same. They laugh & shout as long as they want. I’m missed those things. I miss them very much. The smile of Mikay with Kuya Rommel. The boisterous voice of Tintin with her puppy at the side, Kid! Si Dokie, Carma and pepper. I also miss Nadina our ever pretty soup. (She was not present last night) The two Sheilas (wala-wala) were not there also. They really miss the fun! Si Grasya and EM ambot asa gibutang… Of course who would not remember Mama Do’.

We may move on with our own lives or shall I say I may not know what’s new in them but the fact of being friends will surely remain. I have my sets of friends. Some were plastika but no one can rate the Yghats. They are really the best… We maybe noisy, noisy and noisy but we share even the non-sense things on earth. I’m happy having them around.

“Rich & Famous”, they call me rich and famous… hehehhehehehehehhe. I’m happy seeing them again. How I wish I could spend more time with them. Soon… In God’s time, in God’s perfect time.

Love you, Yghats!!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007

...pissed off...

... this is the worst week i ever had. A lot of pending and deadlines. GRABE!!! I was really tired to death. I had my OT yesterday. I really had no choice. I have to wake up early, set myself ready to work. I drop by a salon to have my nails cleaned. Of course, i just love my feet because its nice to have it colored.
... I arrived in the office with almost all papers and documents in my area. This is another tough day. But i had first thing first. Its about 12 and I'm almost hungry. Good that we have again free lunch with lechon manok and ngohiong. I finished first and i have to go back to work. Then I was surprised that everybody in the conference room were getting noisy. As i carry my mug to get some water, i was surprised to see some of my photos from my friendster account on the white board using a projector. What the hell are they doing? I saw our messenger operating the PC and from there I'm about to burst into anger. I could not help but ask for respect and banged the door. Yes, they can view me in my friendster account but not that they will viewed me on a big screen and everybody were watching. I felt embarrassed as some were giving side comments. I really hate it. I'm about to cry in my area, I don't care if they see the real Magee, I just don't like it.

...I'm a very private person. I'm not comfortable sharing my experiences to other people. Not even to my family. I'd rather keep it to myself rather than tell the whole world what's happening on me. My problems?- I just keep it. I had some crying time at night then go on the following day as if nothings happens. It's me! I don't like to share my first and past relationship to other people. I don't even want other people mention his name. Past is past and I'm pretty happy. I have let go of those things but I'm not saying I'm ready to have a new one. I don't even share it to my parents that once in my life, I was into a relationship. I'd rather keep my feelings, my problems, my burdens. I'm satisfy to be that way. I remember my old friend says " If you don't want to share, then no one will know your feelings, no one will be there to cry with you, then no one will help you carry the burden, You have to carry it by yourself." Maybe she's true.I'm still happy. Perhaps it's better this way so that other people will not worry about me. The good thing there is- it help me become mature enough and strong enough to face the storms in my life. Even stronger enough to carry my burdens alone.!!!!

Friday, July 6, 2007

...time will come

... I had my holy hour last night. I call it “Holy Hour” because at least for one hour of my time I could spend it to my God, my best friend. It was raining so hard that I was even tempted to go to sleep but the pouring of the rain just made me relax and be with him.

…There are a lot of things that cross my mind- family, work, friends, my dreams, career and of course myself. I was really asking myself, what I want in this world. I wasn’t able to answer it however, one word just made me satisfy. HAPPY! I just want to be happy with my life. I want my family to be happy. I want to be happy with the kind of path I may take.

… I am already ready this day would be very busy, how much more on the next few days, as our adjusters will be visiting GSIS areas plus the fact that I’ll be alone again here in my area. I’m afraid I can’t make it. I don’t want to turn down Sir Neil’s expectation. Not now that he’ll be handling two branches. I have already plans for our department. And I guess, my adjusters know that already. I just hope and pray, the three of us can do and perform our respective tasks.

…My morning was not that good. High-blood again. I really dunno, there are instances when I can’t keep my mouth shut. That I keep on telling words not pleasant to other people. Am I that bad? I just hate seeing someone doing nothing. I hate someone just so relax while I’m so busy. Is that being fair? All my life, I have extended an extra mile to my work. That is the thing, I’ve been telling to Leo & Omar. They may see me get mad and frown; but they can comment and rate me on how I work. Perhaps, life is just too bad for me. That I have too much work and they both has lesser than I do. It’s just like that. Time will come I will no longer complain. Time will come; I will keep my mouth shut. Time will come, I gonna have peace of mind. TIME WILL COME!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

I'm confused

… I was really sick last night, perhaps because of the heavy rain yesterday. Instead of going to Ayala, I decided to go home and take a rest. It’s around 8pm when I’m in bed already. I feel relax until I felt a sleep.

… 12:45 AM, I was awake because I felt my pillows were falling down and after picking up my favorite pillow, I could not anymore go back to sleep. Things were bugging up me. So I decided to make a random list on what to do the following day. In as much, as I want to get rid of my work, but I could not. It’s as if my work is killing me everyday. My sister has been telling me if I’m tired then get up and pack my things. There are a lot of opportunities out there. If I’m not happy then find a space that will make me happy.

… Perhaps she’s true! If I was effective with my work, then I could also be as effective with other field. I remember one week I go, I just spoke with my boss. He has been asking me what my plans are. He knows that I’ll not be staying longer in the company. I could not tell him my plans since I was not yet sure of it. I just told him; perhaps I can still manage working alone since my counter part is resigning. Honestly, I’m not sure with my answer. I could see in his eyes that he has a lot of expectations on me. I don’t want to go and leave the branch hanging.

… I wake up this morning and I could feel that it’s really cold outside. I feel like not going to work. But I really have to. So I get myself ready for work with no idea what will happen this day in the office. I just cross my fingers that everything will fall on its proper place.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

TREASURE QUEST

I'm happy because once in my life, i was able to join Isuzu-Sun star Treasure Quest 4. Though, we loss but the adventure was there. I was the only lady in Mapfre Team. With me is Omar as the driver, Leo and Romy our messenger. As in, we went to wrong places and everybody was just staring on us. hehehehehe! We run, laugh, sweat under the heat of the sun. But no one can pay the fun we had! We went to Marina mall in Lapu-Lapu City though it was Sulpicio Lines in pier side. hahahahahah! (ka-uwaw, sponsor pa naman) " Taytayan sa Bacayan" is in Bacayan, Talamban but actually in Talisay City. Bwaahahahaha! What a day but we laugh as a team, run as a team and best there is- we WORK as a team.

Saturday, June 9, 2007

thank you to my Mapfre family!!!

Thank you to my MAPFRE family…I stayed 5 days in a week in the office, 8 hours or even more in a day. Almost 21 days in a month and 12 months a year. I can say that my Mapfre family brings out the best in me. They are not only there professionally but they I always have their support in reaching out my dreams. Allow me to thank each and everyone of them:

JULIET - She open the door for me to enter MAPFRE. I could not been part of this family without Juliet. I remember we were riding home when she accidentally fall my application on the ground. But it was really my luck then. She’s been my friend way back college. We shared notes, photocopies and even answers… hehehehhehehe She oftentimes forgets but for men, no way! Thank you, Jul for believing on my capabilities that I can handle the job. And above all, thank you for being a friend. I will never forget you… PROMISE!!!

MS. CHICHI - I remember it was a Saturday when I first got interviewed. I was even nervous because a tagalong lady will interview me. But it turned out to be very professional. Imagine me in an empty box. I know nothing about Insurance and the people around it. But I was able to cope because Ms. Chichi was there to help me. “Magee Girl” tawag nya sa akin. I used to tambay on her condo not until she transferred to Makati. So sad, really sad. I miss her a lot.

HAYDEE - She is my mentor. This pretty girl taught me on how to go with our system. I learned a lot from her. From NIIS, making claim numbers, processing, request claims payment, make denial letters… all from Haydee. I could not appreciate my work without her. Above all, she taught me stay pretty even already harassed by clients. That makes her different from my other co-officemates. She’s happy now in Sales but quite not sure with love life. Thanks, Hayds!

GEMMA - She is the all time “mother” nang bayan. It’s good to share something to her because she really knows how to listen, may it be problem, love life, chismiz… etc! She always knows what is best for us. Sooner, I will leave this company, I might forget people but I will never forget Ma’am Gemma because I found a mother in her and she treats us as if we were his daughters. Thank you, Ma’am Gem! More power…

MARICAR - She is the trainer who trains. Taga- U.P na that’s why very relax and knows how to handle every pressure that comes along. I just like the way she handles people. I know this lady will really excel in any field she may take. “Connivance” sd usahay. She tells my callers that I’m still in the other line, though I’m not. Usahay, taga-tagay but never gets drunk…hahahahah. Thanks, car for everything.

OMAR - He’s my boss daw according to him but most of the time my servant…Bwaahahahaha! Not single anymore pero looks like single kay wala siya’y buot!!! Has few English only and bisdak instead. Very principled person and is called most relax in the branch. I just dunno why? But this guy will surely be rich kay dghan negosyo- from polvoron, dried mango…etc. though some gets bankrupt. MANIAC I mean super maniac diay!!! But when it comes to work, I can ALSO count on him. Hehehheheheheh! Thank you, Dong & More Power

LEO - The person I can always trust. He is my partner in terms of problematic claims. Very calm and knows how to deal with different kinds of people. He knows how to exceed clients’ expectation. My bet for Mapfre’s Adjuster of the Year. Soft-spoken person and stick to one lady lang gyud na siya. He is one in a million. Mao na siya ako madali-dali when I need to rush things up. He doesn’t know how to complain and I believe that he will really reach very far. Lei’, thank you for everything most especially adjusting to my moody attitude. You will always be my Kuya Earl forever, BABOY diay!!!….hahahhahaha! Good Luck, do’.

GAY - It really feels good when you were able to give opportunity to other people. I’m happy because Gay was once part of Mapfre. She is my “ate Gay” way back high school. When I find our topic hard, I usually visit her house and she painstakingly taught me ways so I can fully understand the subject. When I heard that we need another claims personnel, I recommend Gay because I know she can handle the job. Besides, I also want to give back in return all the goodness & help she have given me. Now, she’s leaving us because another opportunity has arrived. She’ll be with Chris then… I just wish her luck and hope she will be happy with her new man. Thank you, Gay and God Bless. Mmmmwaaaahhhhhhh!!!

JANICE - She is the most beautiful lady in the office. She is formerly Ms. Japan and now turned to Ms. Kuala Lumpor but the “Ganda” will surely remains. The ever active policy encoder who contributes productivity of the branch. Cebu branch’s song bird & Palaban nyan!!! Someday, she will reach his dreams. I know that, In God’s perfect time.

NANTE & ROMY - I always tease them but despite of that they still care for me. (I know that) Mga ulirang ama yan at mga simpleng tao! They always make sure that their family is safe & financially stable. Minsan nag-aaway kami pero at the end of the day, bati ulit. Yan sila, masasabi kong mga totoong tao. Thanks to both of you.

BING - She is my "miga" in Mapfre. Whenever, there are instances that I'm not sure about what to do next, she is the first one that I ask. We share experiences and even our "hinanakit" with our work. We give advices (murag korek) but I found a friend in her. We had our last bonding in Alabang during our training and our summer escapade in Camiguin. She knows how to handle clients. She even taught me some... I know this women will surely reach the peak of success. Im looking forward to that, Bing! Thank you, Miga

Te Grace, Carl, Bong, Zaldy, Anne, Audey, Ate Aloe, Fe, Sheryl, April, Sheena, Roselle, Iche, Abbie, Joyce, Ms. Lalyn - These are the people who makes the company stand. They are the front liners who give extra mile to other people. We have the same experiences in the office- others might get mad on us & shout on us but at the end of the day, we learn how to smile & laugh. Our job is not easy (they can attest to that) but because we love our work, we are committed to it. Thank you guys for all the assistance. I miss you all and hope to see you soon...

WENDELL - I know a part of his life because he shares it to me. From love life, work, past time, whereabouts and even make chika about his ever cutie daughter, Hapi. I’m happy because he trusts me a lot. Whenever may rush akong approval of evaluation, isang exodus lang at posted na kaagad. I never had an elder bro but I found a “kuya” in him. Sometimes, I feel sad about his life but I know one day time will come; he will be able to surpass all the trials ahead of him. He is also parting his ways with Mapfre. Wala nang mag- good morning sa akin sa exodus…hehehehehheeh… Good Luck, Labs and see you in the next few years. Thank you for the advices.

SIR NEIL - I could not reach this far with my career without the effort of this man. He is our branch manager and the person who beleives on my talents. He is the person who encourages me when I find things beyond my limit (Remember the La Visita) The person who taught me to give extra mile. Even piled up with so many emails from him and at the end of the day just complain while facing on my PC, but it's not just like that. He wants to squeeze you so that you will give more on what is expected from you. One in a million din yan'. Handsome and has a lot of brilliant ideas. Sir, Thank you for everything.

DADDY JOJO/MS. DINKS - Thank you because you both taught me things not only applicable for my job but things that is also applicable in my life. You know that Ms. Dinks! (Exceeding Expectations) It feels good when somebody would tell me na hindi yan, mali yan.. ito gawin mo!Magee, ito ha pakinggan mo ako... etc. Pero I know, all of those is for the good of me and for the organization. HALIGI na yan sila nang Mapfre... Thanks for everything... SALUDO ako sa inyo...

MS. CHEE & MS. RACHEL - "For your approval please", this is commonly my message to them when I had claims processed and is beyond my authority. I want their approval because they knows best on what I can do. Minsan, may sermon at may questions but they are also the one who taught me on how to reason out. They taught me how to justify. Si Ms. Chee?- very soft spoken but once she talks, you'll surely admire her. Ms. Rachel?-matapang yan. I wish I could be like them someday. Thank you and I'm so happy working with you!

Thank you & More Power...

Thursday, May 31, 2007

My Thurs- Day in the office

I'm here in the office. The usual day- busy and always focused!!! I'm all alone in my area with my two men-Leo & Omar (two fat adjusters). Gay transferred to Sales area for the meantime to use Haydee's PC. Gay's PC got virus....hahhahahahaha! Its 12:38 pm and everybody is sleeping, taking a nap while waiting for 1PM...Beside me is Brother... Si Romy-our ever famous and energetic messenger but sometimes "saputon" kay Pebrero man... hahahahahahahhahah

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

cool rainy day

its raining outside and i still can't go home...haayyy! i'm so tired. got a lot of paper works, processing claims, answering the phone, justifying things...damn!!!but my day just end right...thanks, God!!!

HappY!!!

I'm just happy to have the chapter of my life published... im so excited and thank you to my pretty achi (lyk meh) for the influence to have one like this someday.. And now, I'm here!!!